I am stuck on you.

I see you someday loving me in the way Jesus loves me. I see you + me = a world of love and happiness A family of God loving parents and a wife and husband. You may not see it quite yet or feel this way  ; but i know these feelings aren't leaving. I have never cared nor loved anyway in the same way as I have loved you, my bug.  We have been through so much together and through  separation.  I have come so far from when you walked out of my life to be able to face each day and life with strength. I have stayed up a week or two off and on praying for you, crying about you and sleepless nights for you. If you only knew how much i loved and cared for you which you do.  This last year has brought me the greatest joy, happiness, love and the most brokenness s i have ever felt in my entire life. I see you holding my hand and telling me how beautiful i am when i am sick, or bawling my eyes out. Putting a smile on my face when i need one.  Encouraging me to get my nursing degree and giving me strength to face each and every day.  I need you like a chocolate chip cookie needs milk. Your the glue to my paper and the macaroni to my cheese. But first you need Jesus, find him and fall in love with him and maybe after all of this I'll get my answered prayer and the greatest guy i have ever met. I love you in a way that nobody understands. If your listening God while i write and all my prayers that I have ever prayed God, i pray that you will make prayer answered happen and that dream comes true. Please God. make this happen :D I love love love love you. Someday I scream from the top of my lungs to tell you much i need and cant live without you. I want your fingers in twined between mine, your lips on my lips and sharing the memories and the most happiness and loving me the rest of my life. ♥ i love you babe.. you just dont know it yet or maybe you feel it deep down somewhere. If  we don't belong together, i pray that God answers my prayer of you loving God to the deepest area of your heart, forever and ever. That's all i want for you. That's all I want for you That's all I want for you, if I can't have your hand forever. This what I want for you and to be the lost lamb following him and running back into his arms.

♥ Taylor Ashley!