I haven't thought about you much lately. i forgot how much you mean to me 
but i after watching private practice about the baby being born and the mom dying. I saw the father holding his daughter and thought of you. Some day i would love to share that special moment with you. I love you today and i'll love you forever. you changed my life my shining star. You never seem to amaze me. every little thing you do blows my mind. Now if God can make this dream happen.