Hey.
I hope someday you will get to read this. I am hoping someday everything that i wanted will be worth it for me and you. I can't get you outta of my mind someday's like today. Today is just one of those day where i miss you. I miss everything about you. :)  Today is a day that i just wanna snuggle. you like a perfect snuggler during a movie and  for the rest of my life. Someday's i really get down at the thought of you never finding Jesus for real. It kills me in every way to know that I may go to heaven without you. Your a thousand miles away and you can still make me cry. Some day's its a happy cry and other day it's a cry of missing you and frustration.  I met you when i was  17.5 and i started praying for you from the start. I prayed that you would truly find Jesus and that you would fall in love with him. I have and i couldn't imagine life anymore better. I still fall down in life especially knowing that my heart beats for you. I can't imagine life without you, walking down the street and breathing the same with you. I am learning to live without you  but knowing that i am truly living my life for God and your missing out makes me sad. Your missing something exciting, an indescribable feeling knowing that i will be rejoicing in heaven and you wouldn't be there. I wanna give up, but something inside of me tells me to keep going and praying. but your so worth it :)  Every prayer for you is worth it. I hope by the end of this blog you will see that i care about you more than anyone in this world. 




♥ ME