I love and miss you♥

I love you, i never how challenging this would be to say to you. I am not ready to say goodbye to someone i hold so close to my heart. You made my life shine so beautiful and even with you out of my life I still wanna say one word to you. I LOVE YOU MY SHINING STAR. I love you now and forever. You gave me so much courage and strength to keep following after Jesus Christ.  I am keeping that goal and I hope someday you will find him my shining star. You will never be the same Just thinking about how much my life was effected by having you in it. Your joy was amazing, the way everything happened I wouldn't trade it with anything. Some days I wish I could go back and remember each and every sweet word that you would say to me. But the past is the past and I am now living in the future.