happy birthday to me

My day started out pretty bad; I don't think that i am special. but anyways, i had the house to myself all day and i wanted to cry after being up for 2 hours. My day became pretty special throughout the day. :) I hung out with my sweet friend jello buddy and now my heart is pretty sad knowing that you didnt wish me a happy birthday. I thought I mattered to you but i guess not :( i miss you more than you would ever know.. please talk to me and come back to me. I love you now and forever.