Hopefully its see you later and not Goodbye..

     I want you to realize how bad this hurts when you walked out of my life.It's hard for me to understand why you walked away. I never knew how much my heart could break knowing that you walked out of my life. You changed me from good to bad and i miss everything about you. Something inside of me wont let you walk away for real this time. Please come back, I need you. I keep trying to tell myself this isn't good bye even though it probably is. You said those words yourself. No words can describe exactly how i truly feel.  When you walked out of my life; I was more confused of why this happened. I  haven't talked to you in almost 2 weeks and every day i almost lose myself because i need you. You filled my heart with happiness and that heart of happiness is gone. Come back please. :( i wish i could wake up and have this be a dream and never have to leave you again. I wanna be the girl that wakes up every morning with you by my side and be the girl that cheers you on and you be the guy that helps me to be a better person that God created me to be. For now I'm just taking one day at a time and trying not lose hope that i will never see you or talk to you again. I miss the way you made me feel and how I felt important to be in your life. How I knew I could always tell you how im feeling and not be afraid to see what you would say.  I knew i could always count on you and losing you, I lost a layer of my heart that you took and knowing that my best friend walked away when i needed you most is the most difficult thing ever. I am hoping this break will be good for the both of us and maybe some day soon we will meet again! i love you.