As the tears are falling down my face, so empty and sad, I want to so badly yell at you for what you did to me. I can believe this happened. I dont think i will ever be the same after this. You made me feel like a princess, and that I was perfect in every way. No one but you could make me feel like I did. You made me realize that I was soo special and beautiful. You helped me to go through life and not give up. These words that you would speak to me could melt my heart. You touched my heart that first night when i met you at camp. You were my best friend, my everything, my brother. I could tell you anything without feeling stupid. Talking on the phone to you calmed me down in a matter of minutes. I could see me and you spending the rest of our lives together. You inspired me to never give up on wanting to become a nurse. I wanted to wake up next to you for the rest of my life. I guess God had other plans for my life. I miss being your everything, and my best friend. Why did this have to happen? Now that I feel like life is crashing down before me, I don't know how to move past this. Nobody will understand how much you meant to me. I loved you and I cant believe this happened.
